A very merry Christmas to my Grandad and everyone that helped him at the hospice. Of course I wish I could tell him happy Christmas today, and that I opened the door to his open arms and bright smile while he said, "Hello my darling!" like he always did before giving everyone a hug. I'll think about him this Christmas, but also continue to think about him everyday. I'll love him forever, and continue to find joy in remembering all the amazing and wonderful times we spent together throughout my whole life, and still feel the love that he made me feel since I can even remember. I'll continue telling the people around me the stories that we made together, and the skills I have because he taught me. My wonderful Grandad would want us all to have a wonderful Christmas, and I hope we all do in his memory, as hard as it might be. I'll love you forever Grandad, and remember you with joy, fondness and love. I'll never forget the laughter and time that we spent together.